Tragic Nate

After my 2 months of hard work of eating decently well and working out I gave up. It has been like 4 months since I gave up and I am nearly back to my starting weight. I am currently at like 266. This makes me very unhappy. I think it is time for me to admit to myself I have an unhealthy relationship with food. The more I thought about this the more I conviced myself it was true. I have been quite depressed recently and my consumption of foods that make me happy has increased. However, once you realize that and you are no in denial anymore is when the real depression kicks in. That is when you get to that point where you come up with crazy ideas like this. At first I was going to only do a dollar a day. To make things interesting I wasn't going to allow myself to spend say 30 dollars all at once for a month's worth of supplies. That would just makes things too easy. No, instead I am was going to restrict myself to sending no more than a dollar a day and any left over money be able to carry over to the next day. Yes, that is what I must do. Then I started thinking that on a dollar a day I might not be able to eat much at all for the first few days. So I figure I will bump it up to 2 dollars a day. This also means I will be getting 2 dollars bills to spend as opposed to Ones, and won't that be cool? I have already eaten a five dollar pizza today. So for day zero I am going to go get my 30 two dollar bills and go price some foods at Safeway and the value market.